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Saturday, October 16, 2010

Its the 16th of October and if I'm not wrong, its the end of my 4th week of attachment. I'm not really sure whether I should be happy that time flies by or upset cause its so freaking slow.

My job is basically like office work and now there is this conference which is coming up soon, called SIBCON conference, which is like totally major cause delegates from all over the world come to Singapore to discuss bunker related issues and MPA is the organiser, so I'm really excited about that. My workspace is huge and there is a view which I'm thankful for cause if I have something to look at if I'm bored. Okay that's lame but still. My colleagues are nice and friendly. They're not mean or anything, it's just that there is none which has the same frequency as me. Make things simple, I can't really be myself cause they're all adults and if I do act like myself too much, they might think I'm some weirdo. Haha. Food there is cheap and its delicious. I don't really get to eat with my friends cause all of them are far from my workplace. Heard Ju is appealing to work at my place so hopefully she comes here and I shall have some company.

Manage to catch up with my friends last week and boy did we grow up. I don't know if its me but I just feel like everyone is like growing up really fast and pretty soon we'll graduate. Zafirah is coming to my place for a sleepover next week and I'm definitely looking forward to that. After everything, I feel like she should deserve a break and a getaway so hopefully this sleepover will cheer her up.

My dad's birthday is coming up really soon and my mum is coming back in December for holiday and hopefully she'll be back for good in June next year. Wow, the weather is extremely hot today. Okay I'm gonna shower again.

x.o.x.o | 2:19 AM

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Let me just say that from now on, I shall try and keep this alive. Its been close to a month since I've updated this blog, which is not surprising actually.

Okay, my mum got back and we celebrated Hari Raya together as a family which is nice. Had an open house at our place and it was a success.

Went ITP shopping with my mum at the last minute and managed to get some stuff for my attachment though I still need some more clothes.(its never enough).

Oh and I've started working at MPA as an intern. Attached to Marine Service Dept at TPCC, will rotate every 2 months cause previously there were more interns attached there and now there's only me, which is kind of depressing cause my social life is like zero. Thankfully the staff there are nice and the food there is cheap. Now all I need is someone to drive me home everyday cause its tiring for me. Okay, this means I need to get my license and money to get a car.

Let me continue my rants tomorrow as I need to catch up on Jersey Shore, Grey's Anatomy and Glee.

x.o.x.o | 8:22 AM

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Okay yay, tomorrow is Raya where we get really good food and money haha but of course the most important thing is to seek forgiveness from everyone. Yes, I've been a bitch to like almost everyone so ya, I have alot of people to seek forgiveness to. Let's just put the past behind and start anew.

Today was like last minute spring cleaning day and boy did we clean up good. The house looks really good and for once I can actually see that our house is gorgeous. Some of my friends have been complimenting about the house and I didn't know why until today. I'm lucky and thankful to live in such a beautiful home where I can do my own business without anyone judging me.

My bedroom has undergone a makeover. And I love it. Soon, I will be having my own room and that means I can redecorate how ever I want it to be,

This Sunday will be Open House day which means that I don't have to go out but all my relatives will be coming over, which also means I have to play a good host and help out. Hopefully this turns out well.

It's really good that my mum is back for raya. The whole family is here and the atmosphere is just wonderful. sigh. Okay, now I'm starting to get the mood.

x.o.x.o | 7:50 AM

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Oh wow, its been so long since I've last updated my blog. Let's see. Hari Raya is in 3 days and somehow for this year, Im just not looking forward to it. My mum is back for the holidays and she will be here for like 3 weeks and I guess there's plenty of time to spare.

Exams are over and my mum is back. And boy did she bought alot of stuff from Riyadh. She's saying that she will go home for real in June next year, so hopefully that will happen. I want it to happen.

Hmm, I got my ITP placement and its at MPA, which is all the way at Harbourfront. Sigh. There's practically no difference between school and 'work'. Well at least I have Ju to accompany me. Alhamdulillah that I have a friend I can eat lunch with and talk to for 6 months. Of course I won't forget my other classmates who are working around harbourfront area. Hopefully we have the time to meet for lunch and just chat. Well, I hope that 6 months will fly fast enough. Still have not decide what to wear for my work as Ive yet to buy clothes and Im so doomed.

Next Monday will be our class chalet. Hopefully everything turns out well and there wont be any conflicts or whatever shit.

Okay now I have to help kemas the rumah once again for Raya. Sigh.

x.o.x.o | 7:40 AM

Sunday, August 15, 2010

What can I say about today? Well, it wasn't as bad as what I'd expected but at the same time, I feel upset. Like really upset, I don't know the reason though, mood swings? Fasting? Or the fact that I was really frustrated with myself cause I was unable to do some of the most basic things during sailing. You see, I'm the type of girl, if I like fail in doing something, I will get really frustrated and wonder where the hell I'd gone wrong and yes, till now, I still am upset with myself. You know, I'm even more worried now cause I'm not sure whether I can even pass this BSC/Level 1 sailing. God, I need help.

Okay, you know what, I think I need sleep. BADLY. So I shall stop thinking about all this and just sleep.

x.o.x.o | 6:40 AM

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Two days of PPCDL and I'm super tired. I don't know why though. Is it the fact that its the first few days of fasting or the theory was boring or it was just because I had to go back to school and learn theory from morning till evening. Thankfully, I have like 8 classmates in that class. There's 4 people which I don't really know and 1 lecturer, I think.

Tomorrow is the practical and I'm gonna wear my booty. Haha, I love saying that. Booty.

Recently discovered that some of my classmates have gotten their ITP placement and I've yet to get mine. For some reason, I am anxious to know which company I'll be attach to. Would the environment be nice? Would it be boring? Will I make friends? 6 months of ITP is more than enough. I will definitely miss my classmates. No more bitching.

And note to self, I NEED TO START REVISING SOON. 2 more weeks left then CHALET(: hehe, can't wait.

x.o.x.o | 6:42 AM

Monday, August 9, 2010

National Day was today and honestly I did not really feel the national day spirit this year. Maybe its because I've not been singing the anthem and reciting the pledge since secondary school and that was like what, 2 years ago?

Yes, sometimes I do miss the times during morning assembly or during the national day celebration in school because I felt patriotic during that point of time. I remember National Day celebrations in PRCS, wow, it was damn rabak ah. Until a point of time where practically the whole school did a congo line and congo-ed around the hall. Or the time where I was involved in the parade, you know being in NCC and stuff.

Come to think of it, I do wish we had that kind of celebration in poly but I know that it will only lasts for like 2 minutes, maybe lesser knowing the environment here in poly. God.

Whatever it is, no matter how much I hate Singapore, I love her. Oh crap, I'm starting to feel patriotic now when there's only like 20 minutes left before the day ends. hahaha.

x.o.x.o | 8:37 AM